SAD, MUCH??

It's pretty sad actually. To see so many pretty girls put there, what's more I don't seem to have a 'type'. That should make it easier right? Theoretically, yes. In reality, fat hope.

Is there actually something wrong with me? That makes me so undesirable? Or the inability to get a girl?

Oh, how I long for one so badly.

Seeing couples together makes me sort of shrivel. Oh how much I would give to be in a position that guy's in. I wouldn't mine the fights, disagreements, quarrels. It's part and parcel of a relationship. What's more, I haven't even experienced it yet.

Sometimes I feel that couples don't appreciate what they have until its lost.

Why am I writing all these? I guess I have the lonely mood again, and the want of being with someone close and intimate. Sigh. I guess only a few people would actually understand what I feel.


Eins für mich!!!

ICH WERDE VERGESSEN

I shall forget. You.

Hard to do no doubt.

Still, it's less pain than continuing on and pretending it doesn't hurt.

So long, fairwell. Auf Wiedersehen i guess. Thanks for being a part of my memory.

JUST SLEEP

Thinking about being alone again for valentine's day just makes me want to sleep through the whole day. And hope that if i wake up, the day will be over.

FORGET

Haii. Seems as though i should try and forget about you. Seems like a waste of time. 2 years. So much could've been acomplished in that period. You've changed so much from the time i started to know you. If i can't turn back time, i guess i'll just have to move on.

Still, thinking about moving on is tough. When i try to forget you, here comes someone that reminds/ looks/ behaves/ like you.

Looks like another lonely valentine's day again.

ANGBAO!

It's almost CNY! gimme gimme gimme them angbaozzzzzz!