Day 100

Woke up early and decided to take a short run, weather was nice and condusive. Came back to shower and went to sleep back haha.

Woke up again in the afternoon, had lunch with mum at drive 6. Went to school to do some painting. Realised I forgot to bring some parts, so I only painted 2 necron warriors. Played some war thunder there, taught others how to paint and stuff. Mostly talked shit with them haha.

Went over to westgate with the guys afterwards for dinner. All of us being indecisive fucks, we couldn't decide on what to eat. Walked around for a while till we decided on hot tomato. Needless to say I ordered salmon. Mwahahaha. Had some salad too. Bought some salmon sashimi later on at isetan.

Went home to take my bike then cycled over to aunt's place to chit chat a while then headed off to simei for some PT with janet. 3 rounds yo. I wish my back didn't hurt so much though. Good exercise nonetheless. Feel like running again tomorrow too. Rode to simei mrt coffee shop for a drink and a chat, sent her back home and I headed home as well. Also, awesome pillion skillz yo. My poor bike tho :( hahaha.

Reached home then played some computer, then here I am writing this.

So its already been 100 days. What have I achieved? Well I feel lighter and happier in general. But I can improve. On my attitude, fitness and thoughts. This 100 days may have ended, and I may not post everyday anymore. But it doesn't mean that I'll stop smiling, be cheerful and kind. I'll still work to achieve my goals and dreams too. Throughout this journey, there were bad days and good days. But everything that happened is a lesson to be learnt, so that I can move on and be a better person.

I may not be a good writer, and I can't express what I feel in words. But I hope that everyone knows that I am thankful for everyone who made me who I am today. Thanks for everything. I love you all.

100 km on the 100th day. Haha.

Day 99

Woke up at 5am, duty stuff. Played anthem etc. Follow up reports and shit. Had more work to do afterwards too. All the way till 7pm. Almost missed the bus. Haha called the guard room to stop the bus.

Had dinner with parents at drive 6, shared what happened in camp and stuff like that. Came home and played com all the way. Been a while since I played properly. Feels good to be back in the game. Out of touch for too long alr.

Feeling very lazy recently. No mood to do anything. Just wanna laze around and sleep. Good night aliens.

Day 98

Duty day, pretty busy tho. With parade rehearsals and weapon presentation. Essentially doing two jobs at one go.

Fucked up the speech for the presentation. But I don't really care anymore. Whatever lor. Haha no mood.

Ordered pizza in with the DO. Haha he's gonna ord soon. Too full tho. Gave some away to another encik hah. 肥。

Watched bad neighbours, jarhead 2. Haha that's it.

Cluster

Clusterfuck because I haven't been updating. Here we go.

Day 92

Came into work for a while, prepared some enlistment stuff then headed to tampines safra for cohesion buffet. Lots of salmon, tuna and did I mention salmon? Went for snooker afterwards and then home to play com. Did some PT at simei with janet, then took a ride down to cv to eat nasi lemak.

Day 93

National day. Went to gamersaurus for some games, plan was for janet to come over to have dinner at moo ka ta. Last minute change to have dinner at mountbatten instead. On the way there then realised it was actually aljunied. Uhm ok. Went there and realised it was the place. Hmm sensitive area. Mood started to go bad then. Not so much about the last minute changes, but also the fact that it had to be this of all places. Sigh. Felt like crap too. A mixture of anger, sadness and shit at once. I wanted to be alone. 

Day 94

Slept in. Went to fengshan for bak chor mee. Settled some chores at home then went for dinner. Afterwards, met with janet to help her with her work then foot massage. Ate claypot for supper and chatted a lot. Went to hobo at one dark corner as well. Till around 5 plus jesus. Then booked into camp haha. Very tired. Tired but thankful. Even though she was busy with her work, she still made time to be there for me when I felt like shit and wanted to be alone. I felt really touched and grateful. And tired too haha. 

Day 95

Enlistment day. No sleep. By the time I reached camp, showered and stuff, it was ready almost 6. Almost fell asleep and the national anthem has to sound. Then second time, falling asleep again, my bunk mate woke me up as we were needed downstairs to report to sir. Fml. Smoked another 3 ciggs in the morning and spammed coffee. Really grumpy, low tolerance and short fused. Been like this the whole day until I went home at night. Collapsed on bed really quickly. 

Day 96

Went to work as usual, nothing major. Just pretty busy. Staying in, so decided to take a ride to west plaza. Ended up eating cup noodles due to fucked up circumstances. Pathetic yo.

Day 97

Fire drill in the morning. Couldn't bother to give a shit. Woke up really late tho. Walked around during the drill with snacks in hand haha. Managed to sneak away to gym for a bit. I think u pulled something. My right tricep hurts like hell. Sigh. Then rode over to simpang for dinner with janet. Dinner was good, very filling. Penyet ftw. Went over to reflexole, feels so different from donglin. The atmosphere and ambience omg. I slept halfway through the massage. Haha shiok uh. Cycled home alone as she didn't ride there. Gosh her bus is slow. I reached her house bus stop before her bus. Haha. Fast yo. 

Day 91

Lots of work to do, very last minute just before enlistment. Managed to sleep for just over 2 hours in the morning in bunk, before calls were being made to my phone. At least I got some rest.

Went to gym afterwards, and we were released early at 4.30pm. Went home to start settling my computer. It's more or less done, but the Internet speed sucks. I think it's the router. Not sure to change the router or come up with a wired system at home. Theoretically would be super fast.

Meanwhile, managed to read the book. Spent 2 hours plus reading it. Left with the last 2 chapters to go, loving the book. I love how the author plays into their emotions and feelings. And how well she describes the environment and situation the characters are in, in detail. I can't wait for the ending. But I'm too tired to read. Barely opening my eyes now. Probably tomorrow after work.

Having a cohesion lunch tomorrow, sakura buffet. Here's hoping that there'll be sushi and sashimi. Oh man I hope so.

Day 90

Usual work. Usual gym session. Still got shit to settle before enlistment. Ugh.

Cycled to lnt after work to get myself a speedo, then went to have dinner with janet. Went to a Japanese place called moyama? Something like that? Around bedok area. The food was okay, can't complain because of what we're paying.

Did some PT later on as well. Dem shoulders hurt now yo. Actually I kinda miss running. Hmmm.

Super shag now, gonna k.o on my bed soon.

Day 89

Slept in the morning. Not feeling too well, decided to rest. Started working in the afternoon. There's so much shit to settle before bmt starts.

Shall cycle to camp tomorrow. Might work late so no transport too. Can cycle straight to simpang for dinner after that as well.

Might get a speedo tomorrow. Should start keeping track how much I cycle. Since I actually would clock distances with my bike now. Would make sense to have one.

Lonely dinner tonight too. Settled work stuff till night, then ate at West plaza afterwards. Awesome chicken rice! It's the next best thing to salmon. Mmmm.

Computer's fucked up now. Need cheng to settle for me. My patience is too low and I have no tolerance for computer shit. Plus he should have reformatted it at his place like I said. But he isn't free so I don't know what to do.

No games tonight so I did some painting. Tested a colour scheme for the necrons. It works but my hand is too unstable and wobbly. So the lines didn't turn out as expected but the colours works!

Day 87

Back feels sore. It's like he bruised my back and shoulders by massaging it. Feels good somehow. Haha.

Cleared my room a little. Mostly played watch dogs. Can't clear last mission ugh.

Can't wait for fibre broadband tomorrow. Excited!! Imagine all those games I can finally play without lag. Oh wow. The possibilities are endless!

Went to cv for dinner with family. Been a whole since we ate together. Mutton soup with rice, with some satay! Fat tho. Hahahah. So much for self control and diet.

Work tomorrow, early morning. Bah. No transport either. Oh well. It's gym time mothafuckas!

Day 86

Woke up late. Slept back. Woke up again only because of hunger haha. Left for school, building the annihilation barge. Then went to gamersaurus to spend more money!

Haha bought myself a battleforce. Using the gst rebate thing. Gonna focus on building my necron army. Fuck the space marines. Seriously. Don't look good plus they don't win. Necrons looks bad ass and they kick ass.

Colour scheme testing tomorrow, and clearing my room so the starhub guy can use my com to configure the Internet. Sounds like a plan.

Day 85

Duty rest, worked till quite late. Went back and showered. Not long later went for PT with janet at the exercise corner. Shag balls. Abs hurt now.

Well it was worth it though. Awesome massage afterwards. Omg I can't elaborate and explain how awesome it was. I needed it for so long and I finally got a good back and shoulder massage. It feels like heaven now. I haven't been this relaxed in so long. Whole body feels so nua.

Went for supper afterwards. Well it was dinner for me though. Bak kut teh and claypot rice. Awesome possum. Janet and I were digging for the burnt rice like we haven't eaten in ages.

Good exercise, great food and an awesome massage. What could you ask for more?

Though it rained heavily afterwards and she got wet though. :(

Day 83

Well I should start getting used to staying in already. Man I wish i was posted to hq. Life's good there. Oh well.

Prepping for bmt intake already. Gonna be hectic for the next 2 months. 1 year 3 months. Counting down.

No penyet tonight, ended quite late so no point really. Stayed in and ordered macs. Duty tomorrow as well. Haha.

I wanna paint my necrons. Where got time. Hahah

Day 82

Thunderstorm. Typhoon. Hurricane. Whatever you call it, happened in camp. 9 trees uprooted. Bunk all wet. Everything's in a mess haha. Happened while I was sleeping. Did some damage control then went back to sleep haha. Prefect weather to sleep and fuck care everything.

Riding to camp with Tim tmrw, road bike ugh. Hope he waits for me haha.

Came home and started to build my necron barge. Turns out they supplied the wrong sheet of instructions. The fuckers. Need to find a copy of it from someone I guess. Built the overlord instead. That ones pretty much simple. Can't wait to paint.

Day 81

Went hari raya visiting today, hand awesome rendang and curry chicken with lontong for lunch. Then headed off to kenneth's place for some plamo.

Went to gr after dinner for an impromptu game session with jz. Orks vs marines. Haha needless to say Orks lost.

Thinking is starting a necron army, they look so awesome. And I have a colour scheme in my head haha. I wanna build a sabre first though.

Work tomorrow, cycling to camp. I'm trying to cycle more often, that shirt distance is still exercise, and I get to use my bike more, rather than it sitting at home doing nothing.

Day 80

Late post.

Woke up really late and went for late lunch with parents. Came back home to settle fibre broadband with starhub and played some watch dogs.

Left in the evening to have sushi with janet. Kah wei tagged along! Botak yo. $50 worth of salmon. Omg to die for.

Went to courts at tampines to find a gopro remote. Didn't get to massage. Full House :(

Went over to Janet's place afterwards to change her bike parts. Disappointed in the bar tape. Must remember to email crc about it.

Day 79

Went to school after camp to paint some models, had KFC for lunch and macs for dinner. Met janet and her friend (Carol?) For supper. Had supper at West plaza. Fat yo.

Wanted to go massage but it was closed. Bah. Another time then. Hopefully I'll be having sushi for dinner. Nothing beats salmon. Seriously. I swear it's like God's gift. The thought of it is making me hungry :(

Left about 20% of the book to read. I don't like to rush. I wish it could be loaned longer. Oh well.

Day 78

It's been a crappy past few days. And it isn't any better even when I got home. I'm having the feeling like where I want everyone to fuck off, yet want all the attention at the same time.

And it sure sucks not to get things off my chest. Even the most mundane things. I can't even write what I feel. Sigh.

Here's hoping that tomorrow will be a better day. Sigh.

Day 77

Chinwee came to my camp today, chatted a bit, talk some cock haha. Went for a short run but no gym. Slack week for PT. Where got time? The shit never ends yo.

I miss my bed. Oh well. At least I get peace here. Rather than the annoyances of home.

Sigh. I want my penyet.

Day 76

Burden. Burden rank. Burden job. Burden everything.

Sigh. At least I got to go home for a while and play with the new bike parts.

Guard all the way till next morning. Sigh.

Day 75

<strike>Eat sleep rave repeat </strike>
Gym sleep work repeat. Eating is optional.

I think I'm bigger. But my back needs to be much stronger. I'll get there.

All is set with my com. Loving watchdogs. Interesting concept and execution. Nice game overall. Internet connection is alright. But speed sucks. Fibre maybe. Gotta discuss with dad. Also, neglecting my book. Gotta find time to read it.

I should actually borrow or download a book on Microsoft Excel. Ultimately it's for my own good at work and the future. Running away from the work now is only gonna make things worse next time. Wow I sound wise. Yeah. Gotta do that asap.

Day 74

Work. Sleep. Eat. Gym. Home. Yup.

Came home to settle the kinks of the computer with cheng. It finally has Internet now, and started playing wot with him alr. Now if only I can remember my steam password. Jesus. Too many passwords to remember. Ugh.

Still need a better Internet connection and router though. I'm getting shitty speed and reception. Fibre maybe? Ugh more bills.

Everything's about money.