Tired

I wouldn't say miserable. But it was a real tired week. Work was just. Just.. I don't know how to describe. Oc not around. 2ic busy. Wsm has his own work, eugene on mc 3 days of the week, everything falls onto my hands.

Suddenly I'm responsible for everything. Suddenly I'm the point of contact. Suddenly all me. Suddenly everything.

I'm just feeling so tired and annoyed now. I wanna just hug my ducky to sleep and just fuck everything and everyone.

Tired of everything. Of work, money, studies, friends, family, plus being physically tired all the time. My sister problem isn't helping at all. I don't think it's stress? It's just the feeling of being constantly drained. Like I have no more left to give.

I don't want to do anything anymore. Gosh I'm just feeling so inclined to give up. It's like no one gives a shit anymore and I shouldn't as well. Fuck this tbh. Goodbye.

電車男

Been a while since I posted anything. Guess you can say things are going pretty well. Another few more months to Ord means I'll have to start working or studying soon. Possibly both.

Just read finished train man, gosh the geeks are really cute. Their support for tren despite their jealousness really heartwarming. Plus the transformation from geek unsure of calling her to one that gets together with the girl he loves is vast.

I like how he tries to be another person when around her just to impress her haha. Dressing up and all that. Come to think of it, despite how I act and all, I think deep inside me I'm quite soft, and kinda like cute things. But not many know of it I guess. One of the biggest mistakes I made was throwing away all my old stuff toys :'(

So thankful I have my duckies and biscuit around now! Don't know what I'll do without them. They make me so happy. Still want someone to cuddle and be with though

Haha well if someone like him can manage to find someone like Hermes, there's definitely still hope for me yet! \(^o^)/