https://youtu.be/AGSOlsxOn3w
我的好兄弟 - 高进 & 小沈阳
在你辉煌的时刻 让我为你唱首歌
我的好兄弟 心里有苦你对我说
前方大路一起走 哪怕是河也一起过
苦点累点 又能算什么
在你需要我的时候 我来陪你一起度过
我的好兄弟 心里有苦你对我说
人生难得起起落落 还是要坚强的生活
哭过笑过 至少你还有我
朋友的情谊呀比天还高 比地还辽阔
那些岁月我们一定会记得
朋友的情谊呀我们今生 最大的难得
像一杯酒 像一首老歌
https://youtu.be/AGSOlsxOn3w
我的好兄弟 - 高进 & 小沈阳
在你辉煌的时刻 让我为你唱首歌
我的好兄弟 心里有苦你对我说
前方大路一起走 哪怕是河也一起过
苦点累点 又能算什么
在你需要我的时候 我来陪你一起度过
我的好兄弟 心里有苦你对我说
人生难得起起落落 还是要坚强的生活
哭过笑过 至少你还有我
朋友的情谊呀比天还高 比地还辽阔
那些岁月我们一定会记得
朋友的情谊呀我们今生 最大的难得
像一杯酒 像一首老歌
Sometimes it's nice to know that you care for me as much as I do for you.
When you go for your trips, I never fail to wish you a safe flight and to take care.
But when you know I'm going outfield, I don't get a wish from anyone. Yes I'll take care and be safe. But it's nice to know and it feels good knowing someone is actively concerned about my well being.
When your other half fails to wish you good morning, I try to do it, just so you feel loved that someone thinks of you in the morning as well.
And when I do, I don't get anything. No reply. Zilch.
I understand you're going through a rough time and you're busy with your own activities, especially with a trip coming up. But once again, it's nice to know that you care. Even a single message will suffice. Nope.
"Busy"
Well okay then.
I try and I try. To what extent? But it's okay. Because I'll always be there for you right?
Yes I'll never leave you. But sometimes it hurts.
Is it because I'm not important enough to you? That I don't deserve more attention and effort?
It feels I'm giving more to you than what I'm receiving. But I won't hold back. Because I'm not like that. At least to you. But I can't keep doing this forever. To act like it doesn't hurt me.
It's hard sometimes to always try to be your pillar of support that never fails to be there and show up whenever you need me to be.
It's hard but I will always do it and love you unconditionally.
I just wish you'd understand.
Recently restarted my lego collecting once again. Feels good to rekindle my old hobby. What's more, there's so many variants of minifigures out there now. There's just so many to collect!
I wouldn't say miserable. But it was a real tired week. Work was just. Just.. I don't know how to describe. Oc not around. 2ic busy. Wsm has his own work, eugene on mc 3 days of the week, everything falls onto my hands.
Suddenly I'm responsible for everything. Suddenly I'm the point of contact. Suddenly all me. Suddenly everything.
I'm just feeling so tired and annoyed now. I wanna just hug my ducky to sleep and just fuck everything and everyone.
Tired of everything. Of work, money, studies, friends, family, plus being physically tired all the time. My sister problem isn't helping at all. I don't think it's stress? It's just the feeling of being constantly drained. Like I have no more left to give.
I don't want to do anything anymore. Gosh I'm just feeling so inclined to give up. It's like no one gives a shit anymore and I shouldn't as well. Fuck this tbh. Goodbye.
Been a while since I posted anything. Guess you can say things are going pretty well. Another few more months to Ord means I'll have to start working or studying soon. Possibly both.
Just read finished train man, gosh the geeks are really cute. Their support for tren despite their jealousness really heartwarming. Plus the transformation from geek unsure of calling her to one that gets together with the girl he loves is vast.
I like how he tries to be another person when around her just to impress her haha. Dressing up and all that. Come to think of it, despite how I act and all, I think deep inside me I'm quite soft, and kinda like cute things. But not many know of it I guess. One of the biggest mistakes I made was throwing away all my old stuff toys :'(
So thankful I have my duckies and biscuit around now! Don't know what I'll do without them. They make me so happy. Still want someone to cuddle and be with though
Haha well if someone like him can manage to find someone like Hermes, there's definitely still hope for me yet! \(^o^)/
Spent new years eve at home, had dinner with my parents. Took a nice nap and almost overslept. Rushed to meet janet for mini countdown. Almost didn't make it hahah.
Was nice spending new years eve with her, considering i'll probably be drinking my ass off in some club somewhere haha. We basically finished all those sparklers in a span of a few minutes. Felt like pyro with all the sparklers haha. More smoke than anything tho.
Traveled to simpang for some food and gosh it was packed like crazy. Ate some Indian rojak and the drinks took super long to arrive. Went over to have some foot massage. The guy used a lot of force man. Ankles still hurting now.
That was about it I guess. Simple but great.
The past year was filled with many ups and downs. And I've learnt to be less expecting of things and to be happier. Also learnt who were my friends through and true. I've lost significant weight and gotten much fitter as well. Promoted twice, and learnt to enjoy myself in army. Grandma passed on last year too, but she's in a better place now. Miss her lots. Cousin's got married, sister has a new bf, and I'm still single hahahaha.
I don't have much of a new years resolution but I guess one would be to stay happy. It sounds pretty generic but it means so much to me to be happy. To be contented with what I have and not too expect much. That's all I really need.
Here's hoping that 2015 will be a good year, with happy and fulfilling events throughout.
:)