Duty day. A busy one too. Finally getting some rest. 3hrs of it. And it's work again. Then off to pasir laba camp as well.
Had macs for lunch and fried rice for supper. I seem to get nice duty officers. Most of the time at least. 90%? Haha. Chubsterchua tho. Eat and eat and eat.
Had some time to read the book. Though it's overdue. I don't care. Paying the fine is worth reading it at your own pace.
Well I should start getting used to staying in already. Man I wish i was posted to hq. Life's good there. Oh well.
Prepping for bmt intake already. Gonna be hectic for the next 2 months. 1 year 3 months. Counting down.
No penyet tonight, ended quite late so no point really. Stayed in and ordered macs. Duty tomorrow as well. Haha.
I wanna paint my necrons. Where got time. Hahah
Thunderstorm. Typhoon. Hurricane. Whatever you call it, happened in camp. 9 trees uprooted. Bunk all wet. Everything's in a mess haha. Happened while I was sleeping. Did some damage control then went back to sleep haha. Prefect weather to sleep and fuck care everything.
Riding to camp with Tim tmrw, road bike ugh. Hope he waits for me haha.
Came home and started to build my necron barge. Turns out they supplied the wrong sheet of instructions. The fuckers. Need to find a copy of it from someone I guess. Built the overlord instead. That ones pretty much simple. Can't wait to paint.
Went hari raya visiting today, hand awesome rendang and curry chicken with lontong for lunch. Then headed off to kenneth's place for some plamo.
Went to gr after dinner for an impromptu game session with jz. Orks vs marines. Haha needless to say Orks lost.
Thinking is starting a necron army, they look so awesome. And I have a colour scheme in my head haha. I wanna build a sabre first though.
Work tomorrow, cycling to camp. I'm trying to cycle more often, that shirt distance is still exercise, and I get to use my bike more, rather than it sitting at home doing nothing.
Late post.
Woke up really late and went for late lunch with parents. Came back home to settle fibre broadband with starhub and played some watch dogs.
Left in the evening to have sushi with janet. Kah wei tagged along! Botak yo. $50 worth of salmon. Omg to die for.
Went to courts at tampines to find a gopro remote. Didn't get to massage. Full House :(
Went over to Janet's place afterwards to change her bike parts. Disappointed in the bar tape. Must remember to email crc about it.
Went to school after camp to paint some models, had KFC for lunch and macs for dinner. Met janet and her friend (Carol?) For supper. Had supper at West plaza. Fat yo.
Wanted to go massage but it was closed. Bah. Another time then. Hopefully I'll be having sushi for dinner. Nothing beats salmon. Seriously. I swear it's like God's gift. The thought of it is making me hungry :(
Left about 20% of the book to read. I don't like to rush. I wish it could be loaned longer. Oh well.
It's been a crappy past few days. And it isn't any better even when I got home. I'm having the feeling like where I want everyone to fuck off, yet want all the attention at the same time.
And it sure sucks not to get things off my chest. Even the most mundane things. I can't even write what I feel. Sigh.
Here's hoping that tomorrow will be a better day. Sigh.
Chinwee came to my camp today, chatted a bit, talk some cock haha. Went for a short run but no gym. Slack week for PT. Where got time? The shit never ends yo.
I miss my bed. Oh well. At least I get peace here. Rather than the annoyances of home.
Sigh. I want my penyet.
Burden. Burden rank. Burden job. Burden everything.
Sigh. At least I got to go home for a while and play with the new bike parts.
Guard all the way till next morning. Sigh.
<strike>Eat sleep rave repeat </strike>
Gym sleep work repeat. Eating is optional.
I think I'm bigger. But my back needs to be much stronger. I'll get there.
All is set with my com. Loving watchdogs. Interesting concept and execution. Nice game overall. Internet connection is alright. But speed sucks. Fibre maybe. Gotta discuss with dad. Also, neglecting my book. Gotta find time to read it.
I should actually borrow or download a book on Microsoft Excel. Ultimately it's for my own good at work and the future. Running away from the work now is only gonna make things worse next time. Wow I sound wise. Yeah. Gotta do that asap.
Work. Sleep. Eat. Gym. Home. Yup.
Came home to settle the kinks of the computer with cheng. It finally has Internet now, and started playing wot with him alr. Now if only I can remember my steam password. Jesus. Too many passwords to remember. Ugh.
Still need a better Internet connection and router though. I'm getting shitty speed and reception. Fibre maybe? Ugh more bills.
Everything's about money.
Michelle's early 21st birthday celebration today! Held in the hotel suite at w hotel, sentosa cove. Real up market and posh. Yachts and shit and all that. Drank a little too much. Don't worry. I didn't do anything stupid haha.
Headed home afterwards, wanted to settle my computer. Still got some annoying kinks. There's still no Internet. It's so frustrating to have all that power and you can't use it. Spent too long trying to fix it, left with 3 hours of sleep to go. Gosh.
I apologise if I get paranoid sometimes. Not just you but everyone else as well.
Cheng changed plans last min, got pretty pissed off and kept wondering why. Anyway got what I wanted from sim lim and hung out afterwards in school.
Headed off to prata house at thomson for dinner then to cheng's place to install computer components. Installed drivers and hardware. The com is good to go! No money now. Seriously broke. Time to start saving and eat grass already. :(
Com is great, but screen resolution needs work. It's awesome in games but in normal mode it pretty much sucks.
Duty end, kena fucked for something I didn't do, because fml. Never been so insulted before in camp. Oh well life sucks, move on.
Stayed in late to clear shit, still can't clear finish. Sigh. Booked out then went for a drink at cv then took a ride around changi beach park then headed home. Very tired.
Couldn't head over to Janet's for cooking either way. But I don't know if I'm being a lamppost or not. I feel like I am. Sorry janet. I couldn't make it, but I hope you enjoyed yourself with shuk! I cook for you another time kay!
Gotta go sim lim tomorrow to get my graphics card, then head over to cheng's place to install. Now he says he has to be somewhere else at 4pm. Figures. Plans can never be confirmed. Sigh. Hope it finishes in time.
Life sucks. So suck it up and move on.
Duty clerk day. Watched godzilla and edge of tomorrow. Did some work in the ops room, that's about it.
Very sian now, lack of communication and interaction with others. Just in a room with no windows and you can't leave unless the duty officer is around. Which he isn't. Oh well.
Chest feeling tight, breathing heavy and coughing a lot. Sian. Can't sleep although I'm so tired.
Halp.
No achievement at work. Too tired. Slept in bunk almost the whole day, then came home.
Mom's a little off lately. We only have ourselves to blame. I live in a dysfunctional family. Everyone's screwed up. Myself included. Oh well. Time to mend things.
Don't want to think too much, this is still my family, she is still my mother. That will never change.
Went for penyet dinner with janet! Too long since we ate it, over ordered the food. Ugh feel fat. Wait. I am fat haha. Still awesome tho.
Very tired, duty tomorrow, and I can't afford to be late. Ugh. Good night world.
Bicep and back day. Foooooyoh shag. Great workout. Lots of sweat. Endorphins muthafuckas.
It's also promotion day! Got my LCP rank, not that it makes a difference to be honest, but it's something I earned by myself. So that's worth something isn't it?
Went to cash converters with parents before dinner, sold a set of speakers and dvd player, and some golf clubs. $30 hahaha. I think it's worth more, but they got to earn too I guess.
Had some awesome mee goreng pataya after, forgot to take photo, too hungry yo. Then went home and ordered some bike stuff. Excited for new tyres! More excited for my pc coming this Saturday! Yay new things!! 😆😆
Work, meetings, more meetings and gym. Hate meetings. Had to take minutes, stay awake, sit through hours of that shit while looking smart and interested. Took up so much of my rest time. Didn't sleep. Couldn't gym as per normal. Had to stay back after work just to gym.
Felt good though. The whole gym to myself. No one to distract and disturb.
Went for dinner with parents at loyang industrial estate area. Then went back home to continue clearing my table and setting up the screen. Looking good! I can't wait for the cpu to arrive. Excited!
Basically sums up what I felt during the wedding:
Woke up around 3pm today, slept in the whole morning and almost the whole afternoon. Really sleepy. Lazy day as well. Went for late lunch and came home stone.
Browsed through crc for tyres and accessories for my bike, I think I'll go for schwable hans dampf. Washed my bike afterwards, been so long since it was cleaned.
Went for dinner at cv alone. Forever alone yo. Then came back and cleaned the bike thoroughly. It's actually shiny now. Forgot how that looked haha.
World cup finals later, not interested. Very unlikely huh. Oh well. Work tomorrow again. Means it's gym time!
Wedding!
Woke up around 8am and got myself ready by 9+. Went to the church beside West plaza for the church service. Felt a little too overdressed but who cares.
Had the tea ceremony upstairs and had lunch as well. Went home afterwards for a run and a short nap, before getting ready again for the wedding dinner.
It was held at the westin, at marina bay. Nice and posh place, perfect for their wedding. Food was awesome ohmygod. They had a little stand where they printed out photos from instagram tagged for the event. Pretty sweet and interesting.
Lack of sleep now, gonna collapse on my bed and sleep through half of tomorrow. No world cup for me tonight then.
Wörk wörk. Kena from superiors today left right centre upside down everywhere. Newspaper, parade state, training programme, ehr, everything la. Someone take over my job please. Sigh.
Leg day at gym today, ugh. Hate it but it's essential for my training. Still managed to squeeze in bicep and tricep reps into today's session.
Went to sp after work to have dinner and take back my book. Taught dry brushing to jz, and played some war thunder. My book has to be returned this Wednesday and I'm only half way through it. Gotta extend the loan yo.
Did some light pt at fitness corner before meeting with janet for supper. Had ngoh hiang at drive 6. Haven't met her for a while, and it was great chatting with her again. She passed me this über sweet note with haribo haha. I'm so touched I swear. Haha I feel all nice and fuzzy nao. Thanks so much yo!
Bunk is starting to feel like home. Fans, coffee table, curtains, door mat, my own locker. Took my first nap today there. Feels good. Better than my previous bunk. Slept too long though. Ate into my gym time. But still managed to squeeze a few reps today.
Came home and punished myself to more pt. Sweat like a dog yo. Then went for dinner with parents. Had chicken rice again, haha. Can't keep me away from it once I have a craving.
Cleared a significant bit of my room and table today. Prepping for receipt of my new computer in 2 weeks! I've got my monitor and speakers all ready. Time to set up my mancave. Hehe.
Tomorrow is leg day. Not particularly interested but still has to be done. I'll do more biceps and back as well. Trying to squeeze in as much as I can.
Haven't been doing pt at home anymore, too shag to do anything even. Normal gym session today, no focus on muscle groups. Just my regular gym circuit.
Didn't clean bunk as well, bunk mate on mc so yeah.
Went for dinner at bedok, ate chicken rice! I swear it's my favorite dish ever. Second to salmon dishes haha. Haven't ate it in a long time. So nice!
Parents quarreling now, sigh. I just wish they'd get along and work with each other better. :(
Loving the endorphins. Feeling pumped.
Moved in to the new bunk today, started clearing stuff and cleaning properly. Moved up new mattresses and moved down the old ones. Pre workout workout. Hahaha.
Went to gym, back and bicep day today. Back feels worked and tired, but more importantly, not strained. Feels good. Cycled to camp as well, feels nice to ride around.
Came home, polished boots and shoes for this weekend. My cousin's getting married! So happy for him.
Cease everything.
Usual work day. Found a new bunk to move into. Started cleaning it, moving our stuff over as well. Will carry on tomorrow. Getting used to the work load here. At least until my upperstudy leaves, then I'll die trying to complete everything. I've got big shoes to fill.
Gym session was great today. Focused on chest and triceps. Tomorrow is back and bicep day. Psyched.
Went to the airport after work to send my Grandaunt off, it's nice seeing her one last time here before she goes. What's more I won't be going to the UK at the end of the year for my uncle's wedding. So yeah. Chatted with my aunts and stuff. They all said it was wasted I wasn't combat fit. Yeah like I didn't know that already. Haha. Oh wells. Nothing I can do about it now huh.
Came home and polished by boots further. Nothing better to do. No book to read, no computer to play. Next best productive thing to do is to polish my boots. Other than cleaning my room haha. Actually I should do that to make room for the new computer. Hmm..
I feel like disappearing.
Sunday! Woke up around 1pm then went for lunch with parents. Came home then took the bike out for some errands. Picked up my pants from alteration, bought some household stuff, etc. Took a short ride around the neighbourhood as well. Been a while since I rode. The bike strangely doesn't seem to have the squeaky noise anymore. It misses being ridden maybe!
Janet achieved 4th for boulderactive 2014! It's pretty awesome considering that she was sick and all. That's real beast yo.
Wondering if it's a good idea to climb on a regular basis to train for novice men. It'll be nice to compete for something again. Or I should train xc or road cycling again hmmm. I need to get my bike in perfect working order. Or maybe downsize the travel, my bike is a little to big for local trails.
I cooked pasta for my family today for dinner, wasn't as nice as in aussie, but hopefully nice enough. Made too much pasta after heeding mom's advice. I knew I should have listened to myself instead. Had to dilute the sauce so that there was enough sauce to go around all that pasta. Sigh. Not enough mushrooms too. Again mom's advice. Ya know the saying, too many cooks spoils the broth. Yup.
Oh well. What matters most is that I cooked for us. And I'm happy I've done so.
Well work tomorrow, looking forward to gymming again. I've came up with a 10 week programme to get me bigger, let's see where it takes me. Pretty psyched about it.
Grandaunt is leaving sg tomorrow, so I'm heading to airport after work. Barely spent time with her this trip, I feel bad. :(
Good night aliens.
Went to funan to catch janet in action at boulderactive in the morning, then went to have some ramen at bishamon too. I don't think she was in her best form but she made it to the finals! Though she has a smexy man voice now haha, all the best to her for the finals tomorrow! Go kick some butt!
Headed off to school, played some war thunder, taught some juniors stuff, then went of to bugis for dinner. Had salmon at everything with fries. I swear I'm a total sucker for salmon.
Then went for a movie at bugis plus. Caught transformers! Nothing's as bad ass as optimus prime riding a dinobot. Haha.
Left my book in school though. Sigh. Will have to get it back next Saturday. And I was looking forward to reading it after work this week. Oh well there's always exercise.
If I was gone, what would you miss about me? What would I have left behind? Would it make a difference at all?
I should stop thinking and go to sleep.
Fuck you, brain.
8Early release from work today. Haha nothing beats that. Gym today, worked on lats and back. Feels damn sore now, could use a good massage just about now :)
Came home expecting to shower and do stuff. There was so much time to do so many things! Could have went for a run, school, modelling and painting. But I took a short nap instead. Turned out to be a long one haha.
Janet has a climbing comp tomorrow, going to watch and support her, hopefully I wake up in time for it!
Gonna sleep early tonight, physically exhausted and hopefully I can wake up around 10 tomorrow.
I don't think I've truly gotten over you. Sigh. Maybe I think too much.
난 항상 당신을 위해 여기있을거야. 항상.
Work!
Didn't go gym, but did almost no work as well. Played around in office, threw some stuff around, shouted and joked in the office. Even with enciks and sergeants haha.
Came home and had dinner with parents, bought ingredients for Sunday. I'm going to cook the same pasta I did in aussie! Feels great to cook for my family instead!
Polished my shoes and boots while watching TV, then went for a short run. Definitely slower than usual, haven't been running for quite a while. Didn't want to push too hard as well, my foot just recovered and my knee is uncertain. But it definitely felt good being able to run again, especially doing pt after the run. Endorphins!!
Aussie day 7
Final day:
Woke up at 5 am in the morning. Super groggy and grumpy. Not enough sleep and it was super cold. It was -4°, considering wind chill. Only wore boat shoes, skinnys, a t shirt and a hoodie. Not to mention lugging around my luggage.
Took the train all the way to the airport, at least the train had wifi. Checked in, took our boarding passes and had breakfast. I decided to go all out, being my last meal in brisbane, and I had to finish all that loose change and coins in my wallet. A$21 breakfast yo. Definitely not excessive hahaha.
Departure procedure was pretty slow, and I was randomly selected to go through the X ray scanner thing. Interesting.
In the plane, didn't read, nor did I sleep much. Save for the last 30 minutes or so when I KOed. I didn't even know we had landed haha. Watched brave, lego movie, 3 days to kill, and two top gear episodes.
Jesus. The weather was so hot. Hadn't perspired in a week. I need air con!
Well the trip wasn't what I wanted in the first place, but I'm glad I took it either way. I really needed a break from everything. 7 days was just nice, to miss home and my friends, and long enough to enjoy as well.
It's back to work tomorrow, looking forward. Gymming, free food, etc. I miss my enciks and fellow service support staff hahah.
This I guess would be the highlight of my 100 days challenge so far, and probably throughout. I'm so much happier and less troubled because of this!
Thank you brisbane. Thanks for such a wonderful time.
